Inspiration and Block
I havent been planning on playing in 
yuletide this year. stress and overwork, and severe lack of interest in absolutely anything have been smothering me. the xanex is helping, and so im more interested, but i cant decide if i want to do this to myself or not.
also, i keep thinking how much id love to work on more original fiction, and hey, Nano is coming up...
so, help me decide, because fuck knows i cant decide these things myself.
yuletide this year. stress and overwork, and severe lack of interest in absolutely anything have been smothering me. the xanex is helping, and so im more interested, but i cant decide if i want to do this to myself or not.also, i keep thinking how much id love to work on more original fiction, and hey, Nano is coming up...
so, help me decide, because fuck knows i cant decide these things myself.
Should alia play in yuletide this year?
Of course! The worst that will happen is that you've be horribly blocked and hate yourself the same way you always do for yuletide!
2(18.2%)
Yes! It might inspire you to move past the crap job and the anxiety attacks!
5(45.5%)
No, Are you crazy? It will add to the stress!
4(36.4%)
Ugh, no, You've already missed fandom noms and you won't get anything you want anyway.
0(0.0%)
Should alia attempt Nanowrimo this year?
Why not? It's something else to focus on!
1(10.0%)
Yeah! You've been wanting to work on more original fiction
3(30.0%)
*snort* you've lost the last two years, remember? Why bother?
0(0.0%)
Do you HONESTLY want to add that much stress to your life? Are you insane?
6(60.0%)
That said, I certainly wouldn't suggest Yuletide if you're really that iffy about it. You'll still have tons of cool fics to read, without the usual Yuletide angst.
I've never done NaNo, but. . . it's not quite the same level of stress, is it? That might be a more relaxing sandbox to play in.
/my two cents.