Today was my first day at work.
I dont think i mentioned - after all the crap i went through to get my preK license cleared and the 8 zillion hoops i jumped through and the 17 people i called individually, i got a phone call telling me they weren't reopening my class due to lack of kids.
if i wanted, they needed a SpEd PreK teacher in a school 45 minutes away.
I took it, because i need a job, because eating is good, and internet access is better.
self contained preK Autism. 5 little boys, myself, and one aide.
Now, ive done self contained. at the job where i threw up before work everyday and cried all the way home every night.
it was awesome, as im sure you can tell.
regardless, today was so overwhelming, ive got nothing. i cant watch things, because i would have to choose something, and wow, can i not make a decision. i cant read anything, because i dont think it would make sense or i could track anything plotlike.
and i cant make cookie dough, which is what i wanted to do, because we're out of everything but whole wheat flour. and while i often bake with whole wheat, it changes the texture and taste of the dough.
i have things i wish to do. i have more picspams, for one thing, including the one where Rainie walks in on Mike He in the shower and laments that she didnt look to see what he was packing. i also have fives to do. and i have the arashi pimp post - to be done in fives - because eustacia_vye made the mistake of commenting that i could pimp them to her.
send help. or pretty. or porn. or anything that doesnt require me to think.